Life List Lately

Computers ordered: one
Color: chocolate brown
Money spent on new computer: lots
Money spent finding out that old computer's motherboard is shot: too much
Money that might be spent transferring old hard drive to new computer if old computer doesn't turn on: just enough to keep a student poor - systematic oppression
Papers finished: all minus one
Courses completely done: two
Presentations yet to do: one
Final exams yet to take: two
Potluck parties in next two weeks: two
Raffle tickets sold: 46
Raffle tickets to sell by Friday: 120
Grants yet to finish: one
Hours volunteered lately: tons
Days until my "Lynn retreat": 11
Snow left on the ground: none
Rain lately: lots
Number of Christmas gifts bought: all minus two
Amount of confusion about internship options: infinite

I'm Alive!

Hello all - I just wanted to let you know that yes I am alive and well. My computer, however, is not. I will be taking it to the "Computer ER" tomorrow (that's literally what it is called) to get it fixed. Please cross your fingers that it is fixable, as I really cannot afford a new computer right now. Whenever I get it back, I will update with pictures from Alison's visit - we had a great time! We ate Thanksgiving dinner, got facials, did some hiking (I fell and got the most amazing bruise ever), and went up to Glacier for a day. It was too short of time!!! It's also finals time and so I have to get back to working on papers, papers, papers. I guess the up-side to my computer not working is that I can probably concentrate better when in a school computer lab...hmm except that I'm updating my blog right now. But, that's an exception.

Ciao.

Seattle...the bare highlights

To put it shortly, Seattle was amazing! I realized how much I definitely miss living in a city. Well, I guess people would say that Missoula is a "city"...although I slightly beg to differ. I guess Missoula does have more than one neighborhood....it actually has like four. Maybe five. But, Seattle was great! Some highlights:

• I tried clams for the first time ever. They were great! I just had to not think about what I was eating, and it was fine.
• I also got over my barrier and fear of red wine. Thank you, Kendra.
• I saw my great friend Marcus from high school, college, Ireland, etc. - so fun and so great to see some old faces!
• I attended a birthday party - like a real birthday party, with party hats, horns, pin-the-tail-on-the-donkey, and darts!
• We visited a bar that reminded me of Wisconsin for sure.
• We dined out at a very nice restaurant...and I wore stilletos for the first time since I moved out west (Oh, the city!).
• We went thrift shopping and I captured an awesome pair of boots - they are fur. Yes, fur. On the outside. Picture it and love it. I fell in love and had to have them. I also scored a great sweater that I am wearing right now, that is so warm this morning I thought I was going to pass out. Another favorite was my "Friends don't let friends vote Republican" T-shirt from Urban Outfitters. Great times.
• I tried Pho for the first time, which is a Vietnamese noodle dish...and it was great. Norleen gave me a great lesson in how to flavor it.
• We visited ReWA, which is Kendra's old workplace - Refugee Women's Alliance. It was so great! What an amazing place to work and gain experience...
• We sang karaoke at a sushi bar and got booed - who boos at karaoke? Come on...
• Kendra's dad sang me his copyrighted "Happy Birthday" song with his accordian - I'm serious. It's copyrighted. He wrote it. So cool.
• I saw the famous fish get thrown in Pike's Place!

Kendra and I in front of the first Starbucks ever

Pike's Place - downtown

Post Alley - downtown

Kendra, Norleen, and I - the skyline is supposed to be in the background!

Thrift shopping - Old Style hat

My beautiful Starbucks penquin cookie

Hanging out with Marcus

Us 3 goofing off

Going back to my roots with darts

Joe's birthday party (Norleen's boyfriend - Norleen is one of Kendra's pals)

Kendra and I jumping for joy because we were in Seattle!

Laura and I with the Seattle skyline - do we look cold?

Is this a joke? Stress relief?

Laura chilling on the guitar at Kendra's house

PS It snowed 12" here this past weekend, and we got to drive back in it! Aren't you jealous? Actually, Missoula looks absolutely beautiful with the snow right about nowish...

Love to all.

Happy Thanksgiving.

Be thankful for life.

Day by Day

So, the time seems to be flying by SO fast lately, that I have been neglecting my blog and all the people I love. I'm sorry! This will be a short summary...

The weekend with the GUTS! gals in the Bitterroot was really great. We had nine girls that came along and went horseback riding at the Bitterroot Therapeutic Horse Ranch, which allows disabled children and adults to experience the feeling of riding a horse. Unfortunately, there was not enough time for the adults to ride, but it was great fun watching the girls! The night was spent in a cabin in the mountains - and we had the first snowfall of the season! We played lots of games, had a talent show, some drama (of course), etc. I was exhausted!

Monday, we did not have school in honor of Veteran's Day, which was wonderful. I did homework much of the day and volunteered at the Missoula AIDS Council for a couple hours. Oh, how much I am learning!

My neck has been really REALLY sore for the past week...so if you have heard about that - here is an update. I finally went to the doctor to make sure it wasn't a nerve or anything more serious, and she thought it was just an irritated and spasming muscle. So, now I am armed with muscle relaxants, which are also sedatives. Hence, I will wait until tonight to try them out!

Tomorrow we are leaving for Seattle for the weekend, which will be great fun! I will hopefully take lots of pictures...

Thank you all so much for the birthday wishes and thoughts - I wish I could've had you all here to celebrate our lives. Much love!

Birthday Party - Some Pictures

Pictures from the birthday party last night! Sorry, I don't have time to explain them (some of them really need explanations...!). I will explain tomorrow after I return from a trip to the Bitterroot to go horseback riding with the GUTS! girls. See you tomorrow...

Some of the birthday party crew - Becca, Rick, Lindsay, Erin, & me

Singing "Happy Birthday"

No matches, no lighters...so Joshua's solution was to use the torch

Me, Bree, Nicole (my roommate), and Karen enjoying lovely conversation with party horns

Autumn and Woody, who was jealous of the birthday hats

The fantastic cake that Becca made

Joshua & Rebecca are working diligently to finish the decorations for the party...these are those long clown balloons used for making animals - I made a dog

It was Doka's birthday too

The poster for signing...

Trying to figure out "What the hell is this?"

Playing the "What the hell is this?" Richards Family Tradition game (Julia's parents were here) - They gave me deer whistles for my car and Rick a very funny-looking pepper grinder

The life-size posters that Lindsay made for us!

Climbing

I just wanted to share with you all some pictures of me rockclimbing tonight. I've never done it before and thought I would give it a shot. There were about two times when I realized, "Wow, I am really high right now". The walls were SO tall!!! I mastered a 5.6 and two 5.7s, which are the difficulty ratings. Don't ask me what they mean! Anyways, I was so happy to have climbed a few walls, and Julia and Erin were FANTASTIC teachers. While it was definitely challenging, it was so great to reach the top. Check out the pictures...

Okay, you're right - it's not me. I forgot to bring my camera! But yes, just imagine that this is what I looked like...

Where has the time gone!?!?

Well, it seems as if the last couple weeks have slipped by without any notice. What I am concerned about is that "Mother Time" decided not to let me know that time tends to go faster when you are having fun, learning a lot, and getting older. GETTING OLDER? What? Oh yes, I am getting older "officially" this week. Although I get older every day, this week involves the celebration of the day of my birth, which I always find to be sort of a silly holiday. Who am I kidding? I don't think it's a holiday at all. It's just a regular day. Why celebrate something that happened to occur 24 years ago? My poor mother, who had to spend two of her 51 birthdays either in the hospital recovering from birth or extremely pregnant. Yes, that's right - my mom's birthday is sandwiched by my brother's birthday (on the 7th) and my birthday (on the 9th). So, luckily I've grown up always having great birthday parties with my family and being able to celebrate everyone. Well, it'll be the same this year (minus my family, sadly!). I'll survive. But, I DO feel that 24 is going to be a really great year for me for sure. Even better than 23, I ask? Yes, even better than 23. But, how can it be topped? At 23, I feel like I did so many things that I loved:

• I donated 1700 hours of my time to community service and giving back to the community that I grew up in
• I graduated from college in a profession that I LOVE
• I travelled to Guatemala for the second time and Honduras for the first time
• I road-tripped with my mom cross-country to the southwestern states
• I moved to Montana to earn my Master's
• I've cultivated great new friendships and revived wonderful old friendships
• I have learned how much my family means to me (they are PRICELESS!!!)
• I finally feel like an adult
• I got accepted to the Peace Corps
• I have reduced my alcohol intake significantly
• Blah, blah, blah...if you have anything else that I am missing, let me know! I'm so thankful for all of it and for all of you who have supported me!

Anyways, enough of the gloating. I apologize. I have finally realized how happy I am and truly everything that I have to be thankful for!

Well, let's see. I guess since you are reading this, you may want an update on my life for the past couple of weeks. Well, Wednesday I went to meet with the director of the Public Health program here on campus, because I am interested in taking his "International Health" course. I remember last summer looking on their website and noticing that they offer a Certificate in Public Health for those people who do not quite have the resources or desire to earn their MPH. Well, I definitely want to earn my Master's of Public Health after the Peace Corps. I remember seeing that they had this CPH program, but I completely dismissed it, thinking that I would be unable to finish the certificate in the time that I am here. Well, I guess I was wrong. After talking with the director of the program, I could probably earn my MPH with just coursework next semester and 3 credits of practicum work (the Peace Corps). Cool! This may definitely help me out as I am applying to graduate schools later on down the road. They may say, "Hmm, this girl has been in the Peace Corps and she has already done graduate work in Public Health. Let's pay her entire graduate school." Okay, that would be sweet. I just have to know which schools to apply to. Anyways, so I am very excited about that. I will be taking an International Health Course and Environmental & Rural Health course, as well as taking 3 credits to write a Professional Paper for the CPH program. I hope to focus on HIV/AIDS and reproductive health programs throughout the world, specifically those who utilize the peer education model. G.W. Bush, I hate to tell you this, but your "Abstinence Only" programs do not seem to help stop the spread of these devastating diseases. Get real. Anyways, I am very excited!

Let's see, what else? This past Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, I spent ALL my time in a training to certify me as an HIV/AIDS Rapid Tester and Counselor. We even got to practice doing the "real" tests - I got to prick someone's finger and draw their blood! Crazy! We didn't actually do our own testing though. After observing three real counseling sessions and being observed for three of my own sessions, I will be certified! This means that I will be able to volunteer at clinics that do HIV testing, such as the Missoula AIDS Council. This certifies me within the state of Montana, but it gives me a great background on working with HIV/AIDS patients that I will utilize with whoever I work with. One of our trainers was a soon-to-be 57-year-old woman who was the cutest ever! She gave me a great lesson in, "You cannot judge a book by its cover". Less than ten years ago, she was a "Junkie" (her own words) and was addicted to meth and cocaine. She also said she did heroin occasionally. Well, who would have ever expected that this Grandma used to be a drug addict? At first, I thought she was kidding about her past, but no-sirree, it was the truth. It just goes to show that people are not always what we expect them to be. It also showed me that personal strength and support can overcome anything. I was absolutely amazed that she was able to turn her life around so much that now she is working to combat the exact problems she dealt with. She even had the courage to pick up a syringe and a spoon ("the works", as I learned they are called on the street) and show us how to properly clean them. This way, we are able to show IDU's (Injection Drug Users) how to at least keep themselves safe. What courage and strength it must have taken for her! If you know anything about drug addicts, you know that it is extremely difficult, if not impossible, to pick up or see anything related to that drug. Anyways, December 1st is World AIDS Day, and I strongly encourage you to all go get tested, no matter what your background is.

Friday, I participated in the Day of the Dead Parade here in Missoula. I was part of the GUTS! group that walked in the parade. How fun! I swear that all of Missoula was there, and it was so intimidating! Since I came right from training, I did not have a costume, so I borrowed an extra mask that someone else had. Well, it broke halfway through! Everyone else was dressed up as dead people, and here I was holding up my mask to my face trying not to let my arm fall asleep. Either way, it was super fun, and I especially enjoyed the gathering that happened afterwards at Caras Park. The parade ended there, and the fire-throwing/dancing groups and the African drum/dance group gathered and did shows for everyone. The African dance group was AMAZING. At the end, the public was invited to dance. Since I love dancing (well, not slow dancing or partner dancing) I joined right in! It was a dance consisting of lots of jumping, swinging, moving, etc. Let's just say that my lungs burned for literally two hours afterward! What a great exercise and so much fun! The rest of the night was spent studying, because we are cool and study until 10:30 on both Friday and Saturday nights of the same weekend.

Today, I had a midterm that went eh-okay. I have learned a technique that counselors sometimes use is called "Shades of Gray". It helps clients see that anything below 100% does not necessarily equal failing. Ha. I think I need to employ this technique in my own life. I sometimes end up getting a 99% on an exam and think, "UHhh, I could have done SO much better". Jeez, I need to stop that or I will drive myself crazy!

Anyways, well hopefully I will have pictures for you from my birthday party this weekend. Like I said, you are all invited if you want to fly to Missoula - I would LOVE it!

Love. Peace.

Looking UP

Yes, I know the last few posts have been a bit depressing, so it might make you a little happier to know that I have been feeling better. First of all, the sun has been shining here (even if it was, yes, 27 degrees this morning), so that helps immensely! Even on the days that have been rainy, I think I have just come to accept that fall and winter are here and that's just the way it is! I've gotten through 23 winters in Wisconsin...so one winter in Montana should be just fine!

The big celebration of Halloween is this weekend, and for the first time in about 22 years, I will not be dressing up. Yikes! I know, how shocking. But, the thing is, I just don't feel like it. I have not felt too creative, and whatever money I spend on a costume takes money away from much more important things (such as laundry, a pack of M&M's, or a Kettlehouse brew on Thursday nights). So, tonight I will be missing Becca's Halloween party (sorry, Becca) and chilling out while watching American Beauty (for our counseling class) and eating homemade stew. Sounds like fun.

I am also very excited to get to register for my courses next semester on Monday - YAY! I absolutely love school and knowledge, so the idea of new classes to take intices me greatly. Here is my proposed course of study next semester: Intercultural Aspects of Human Development II, Critical Issues in Helping, Addressing White Racism (Wintersession course), Counseling Children and Adolescents, International Health, Social Work in a Global Context, and Photojournalism. So great! It will be a LOT of work...18 graduate credits, but hey, it can be done.

Last Monday, we also had a cohort meeting to discuss the possibilities for our final projects, whether we would like to write a thesis, do a professional project, or compile a portfolio. Well, I am not really into the portfolio option, as I already have one created, and I do not feel as if it would be too challenging. I would really, really prefer to write a thesis (design my own research project, carry it out, and write about it), but the complications with the IRB (Internal Review Board....a committee that all research regarding human subjects has to go through) and international projects is apparently overwhelming. Uhhhh, discouraging! But, I have done some research on other thesis or research projects that have been done in the Peace Corps, and have found one to kind of model after. But, I wonder if it will pass IRB... When discussing this with my advisor, she said that if I really wanted to do a thesis (which I do!), then that is what I should pursue. I guess there is nothing wrong with a project starting as a thesis and then becoming a professional project if need be (darn IRB!). So, (yay!) at least that is a bit encouraging, as I have wanted to do a thesis all along.

And on another happy note, I have plans to have a birthday party! While I was stressing out about where to have it (my apartment is not conducive to social gatherings) and what to do for it, I discovered that my friend Rick's birthday is only five days after mine. Alas, we will have a joint party (in collaboration with Rick's dog, Doka, whose birthday is on Nov. 24)! Since they have a great house that is situated on a mountain, perfect for sunset viewing, that will be our venue. We may possibly even have live music too! Wow, so much fun. We have already found a Cake-baking coordinator and a Decorations coordinator as well...so all goes well! And, it will be held actually on my birthday too. How fun! I wish you all could be there...and yes, you are invited if you would like to make the trip. No pressure though.

Anyways, I have got to run...and hopefully I will be eating stew within the next couple hours!

Peace, Love.

Hard Week

I have been trying to get to sleep but just cannot - darn it! This week has been especially hard for two reasons. Fortunately, it is looking up and I am feeling a little better. But, I just thought I would update my blog and let you know how I'm doing.

First, today my family got together to celebrate my wonderful grandparents' 55th wedding anniversary. What an amazing couple to look up to. They have both lived extraordinary lives and definitely have something to show for it. They have always been there for me in such a special way. I was really sad to not be there today to celebrate with them, but unfortunately, that is the direction my life is headed. I was able to call during the celebration and talk to both of them on the phone, which was the best alternative. G-ma and G-pa, I really wish I could've been there, but CONGRATULATIONS!!! My thoughts were and are with you always.

What a great looking couple!

Anyways, secondly, the weather here has been bringing me down. It has been gray, gray, gray, and COLD. Although it is still beautiful when I look around (the mountains are typically covered in snow), the sky is just not promising. It has also been raining the past few days, which is a downer. That's life. Friday, I had to force myself to go socialize simply because I knew it would make me feel better. Today, I made myself go to the gym because I have been slacking in that area. It drives me crazy that I have to force myself to engage in activities that I actually normally enjoy doing. Fortunately, I felt better both after hanging out with people and after working out. It's just getting there is the issue. Also, I am feeling better after buying a nice, new pair of gloves that will no longer leave my fingers numb or soaked after a bike ride to school. In addition, the legwarmers (yes, straight out of the 1980's) should help keep my cold legs warm as well.

So, yes...gray weather sucks. But, I'm learning to deal. It's just amazing how much it can affect someone's mood or willingness to do something. That's life.

Sorry for the downer post. Peace.

Oh, also...something to look forward to - Alison will be here one month from tomorrow, on Thanksgiving! How fantastic....I keep dreaming about this spinach lasagna that I am going to make for dinner. Yum.

Medical Clearance

Guess what? This morning I woke up and checked my e-mail, and I received an e-mail from the Peace Corps letting me know about my "Application Status Update". So, I clicked on the link wondering, "What could they possibly have updated about my status? They couldn't possibly have gone through my medical information yet". On the contrary, I discovered that under medical, it said:

Complete. Peace Corps has completed your medical review. There are no medical holds on your account at this time.

So, I think this means I have medical clearance. Yes, I HAVE MEDICAL CLEARANCE!!!! After all the paperwork, tests, more tests, more paperwork, personal statements, more tests, more personal statements...yes, I think it's done! How cool. What a great start to my day.

Peace.

More Missoula Pictures

Here are some more pictures from a few random events from this fall - all courtesy of Lindsay Theo (I cannot take the credit for these). She is very intelligent and knows to bring her camera to all events (plus, she is a photographer....have an event? Call Lindsay). There's her plug! Anyways, these are pictures from playing frisbee, from Rattlestock a few weeks ago, and working on our grant.

The Grant

Celebrating being "done" with the grant...

Rattlestock!!!

Becca's Potluck

Beautiful Weather = Frisbee in the Park

Leaf Walk

These pictures are from a walk I took today with Julia, Laura, and Woody (Laura's new puppy) around Missoula. Fall here is amazing...as you can tell by the pictures. However, these don't fully do the season justice, but it's just a peak. This last picture (above) was taken from my bedroom window - this is what I wake up to every day. How can life not be wonderful?